today was a horrible day, but worse than the other horrible days of my past. the day started off boring but fine with a period of religion in which again, i learnt nothing and again, there was no point of the lesson. afterwards, it was another period of geography and again ; we learnt nothing. all i remember is a formula for something which i cant remember anymore. we spent recess in a2 WITH PERMISSION practicing for the performance which is on monday and we only have approximately one minute and thirty seconds and therefore thirty seconds of performance has to be made up and fully memorised in two days time or we're screwed like last year. after recess, it was a fcuked up lesson of fcukn music and i totally blew it. i fully forgot about the compositions being due today and when i was about to practice it someone said she lost the lyrics so we had to make them up again. we also had to hand in a process diary which we never started. i wrote all the lyrics and the process diary in that someone's jazz book and handed it up. and then, i realised that i had to have a separate copy. i got a zero, got told off, stuffed the whole performance and someone sang 'too softly.' if that wasnt bad enough, i blew it and was straight after noeleene and monique and therefore it was obvious that me and someone was going to get compared to them two cos they were wonderful, yet we sucked full time and i just felt like suiciding at that point. when i was about to go to the toilet to cool down, the teacher asked me if I wrote the lyrics and process diary in someone's book but i just couldnt answer that simple question. i guess i would rather get the full blame, rather than getting some blame and letting my friend go through the rest. other than the mucked up composition and full embarrassment, the day wasnt that bad after all. for the gym lesson, we went to the d.p.h and every group had to perform what they had done so far, infront of the whole homeroom and it was so embarrassing and we stuffed up but at least it wasnt as fcuked up as music. those are the main highlights of the day i guess. by the way ; this is NOT about ANYONE at bc even though it might sound like it. neway ; back to it. if you brake up with someone leave them alone and dont suck up to them ! and especially dont go to their homepage and say 'long time no see' cos they were probably loving their lives until you came, reminded them of you, and ruined everything so fcuk off and find another guy kos you two are so over ! once again, that is dedicated to a person who DOES NOT attend bc =] and also, this is the second time typing out this entry kos i lost it while trying to do something else so my fingers are getting lots of exercise. fat lil things =] also ; the pens i bought at art box are all wasted and fcuked up like music. and by the way, if you find lost property, at least TRY and find the owner instead of keeping it for yourself kos its so obvious you wouldnt buy such a thing of good quality and expense ! i think she lost it kos i never see her with it anymore. ohh well. then probably ANOTHER ghurl picked it up and is using it and she mite put it in her mouth and then the same process will happen over and over and over and over again. but to end on a happier note ; it was the beloved mo-neeQ's birthday two days ago so:


HAPPY SWEET 16TH MONIQUE !


had a lot more contents in the first edition of this entry but cant remember anymore than this but i guess this is enough. just one more point about the performance. our group chose the song 'one thing' and we found out today that theres another group doing the same song. shame !@ we'll do BETTER ! -__-; err .. =] // i cant believe i BLEW IT. and if ANYONE blabs this on to a certain someone else, im gonna go agro so zip it =) thank you. thats all for now. xoxo. <33me. -susan- r.i.p j-s kim. husband ; and father of three. you will always be remembered <33 p.s ; from now on i am a HO-E as well as an EVIL little ghurl =] both made up by kay[e]. just want to send out extra love and hugs to two adorable young ladies:


kay[e]- she gives me BEAUTIFUL nicknames and shes lovely !
noeleene- she comforted me at music. *hug hug to her* and shes just LOVELY too