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chatting ; kaye
listening ; hwee sung - bul chi byung


im still counting the days .. only 3 more days till school cert and here i am .. and also, one week til the music viva voce assessment is due and i stil havent chosen a piece to perform in 7 days ! and i have to begin getting ready for my grade test and i have to perform a few pieces infront of strangers tomoroe at piano b4 church .. so i need to practice for that kos i dont want to stuff up and i dont want people to go 'omLORD ! shes so crap !' so i should get my ass on the piano seat asap .. which is now but im updating now .. so maybe a few hours or minutes later .. school cert isnt that bad when you compare it to music ..


i should have chosen a jazzy piece and i shouldve been practicing .. and it should almost be perfect by now ! and yet .. i still havent chosen a piece .. i guess i will get yet another zero again. whats with me and my music these days ? .. its so shitty. the last performance was ho-rri-ble and this ones going to be even worse .. i dont play jazz pieces ! .. jazz just isnt my .. 'thing'


dont feel like saying anymore shit up here .. its going to make me more depressed and stressed blahx3 .. cya. co. <33sujanii* r.i.p j-s kim. husband ; and father of three. you will ALWAYS be remembered <33


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