feeling ; hungry
chatting ; kaye
listening ; n/a


today has been a dramatic and frustrating day but before i start ..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAYE


my dear sluts sweet 16th today *hug* .. tried to send her a message on the dot but i feel asleep an hour too early =( today has been a day of a theory exam and kissing of dummies .. resus. day =/ the day started off with a man talking to us (and shaking at the same time) for two full periods and people were falling asleep and getting sick and were told off and had to move and the teacher kept saying that we were embarrassing her but as if we care !?


after that speech was recess time .. called vienne to buy me some food but only said what angela wanted because she had to hang up on me cos she got caught by someone =S so she ended up coming with angelas food only .. not mine *sigh* anyways .. its fine .. had lunch anyways !


after recess .. was the continuation of the resus. day. haha it was hilarious .. connies first kiss ! with johnny ! *aww* so many dummies were lying on the floor .. so scary looking .. as if they were going to open their eyes and attack -_- and i finally got the dummy`s chest to go up and down so congrats to me =) first time *proud* xP


everything was fine until the topic of the retreat came up .. dont even wanna talk about it cos its so stupid and just wanna get the hell over it. cant we just make up our minds and stop saying that 'im not going to the retreat' when youre obviously going to go cause its compulsory !?; and it wasnt a pleasant sight .. some people giving other people dirties .. so sick of that sh*t ! why cant we just grow up and act our age ? cant we just make decisions without blowing up and bursting out infront of everyone ?


*sigh* ohh well .. we have to get over this stupid topic sooner or later .. and i dont understand .. and absolutely hate why .. someones fun and happiness has to get wrecked because that person has to feel uncomfortable and sorry for someone(s) else. its just a cabin ! and let her make her own decisions .. she can go where ever she wants .. i dont even care if she wants to go to someone else`s cabin -0- but i dont want her to go to a cabin because shes afraid that people (in that cabin) will get mad at her if she does otherwise. she has rights and can make up her own decisions by herself ; shes a young lady now =)


cant believe people get angry, jealous and/or cry over such things. if you want her body in your cabin .. take her ! but dont force her to go .. she can go if she WANTS TO .. without people giving her looks ! if she goes .. she goes .. but if she doesnt .. she doesnt !


enough about that stupid cabin problem .. its just so stupid and IMMATURE to argue about such small things when there are bigger and more important things to worry about -_-; xo. <33sujanii* r.i.p j-s kim. husband ; and father of three. you will ALWAYS be remembered <33