feeling ; pain
chatting ; kaye
listening ; n/a


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARA (for yesterday) &
HAPPY BDAY TO MY MUM (for today)


today had to wake up at 7:50 to get ready to meet my father for the first time xD couldnt get out of bed. just kept rolling around until time started running out. after shower, put on my necessary stuff including foundation-ish stuff .. wanna look white x) and mascara (cant even see it), lip gloss (went all dry) and light eye shadow (which is so light, I cant even see it). after all the preparations, i was off to bw =)


connie was supposed to come at 9:50 and i was supposed to get there by 9:55 so that i could see my father before he saw me but when i got off the car and looked across the road, everyone was early and all my plans just got wrecked. omgsh my father looks so FILO xD i was shocked .. like fully but anyways, afterwards, we went to food court since my father was hungry but only ended up buying ONE drink and blahx3


after a while fathers friend came .. unfortunately the wrong one with same name =( got food to eat and just sat there talking for a while ooo and my father got his ear pierced o.O ohh wells .. haha connie ! get over the fact that he frowns when he drinks xP err .. stuff happened in between and then we got our movie tickets and while we were getting them, we got ditched haha as well as some other people ..


the counter lady didnt let me get a ticket to saw 2 cos i didnt have any proof of age and so, we (connie&i) were sitting on the stairs worrying our butts off .. since the movie started at 12:30 and it was like 12:32 .. we wanted to ask people if they wanted to buy a ticket for me but we were too scared, or some of the people looked too scary =P


we sat on the step worrying for around 10 minutes and we saw this guy who didnt look scary so i was about to ask but then again, i chickened out so i told connie to but she wouldnt. so we sat back down, looking at people to ask and then we saw my fathers friend go up to that not-so-scary dude so we knew it was my fathers friend so we went up to him .. coonie did all the talking .. and he said "alright .. gimme your proof" and we said "we dont have any .. thats the point of asking you" and then he rejected and went on his phone (continuously) and yeah .. he was saying something to us but we just walked off, acting all pissed hahah i gave him 'the hand' haha talk to the hand mister -_-


but then he came up to us and said he would buy it for me and awww he did and awww he didnt keep the change haha xD good since im a tight ass i wouldve kicked his butt xD haha i was planning to hug him but then again .. you should never talk to strangers, let alone HUG them o.O so unfortunately, no hug hahah omgsh i seem so obsessive but NO, i am NOT


anyways, then we went straight to the cinema and it started so we watched and blahx3 .. omgsh the movie was SCARY haha a key inside your eye o.O anyways .. after the movie we ran out to go to the toilet and so that connie could put on her EYE-LINER hahah xD father kept staring at her weirdly *shakes head* yeah .. after movie, we were OFF to laser .. lols there was around 15 people altogether and btw BORIS, whoever that is, did NOT turn up at all *dirty* when he said he would be there .. omgsh omgsh i saw this guy playing pump and he was SOOOO good .. haha i was full jealous but i learnt a new move by watching his feet -_- and i didnt play much at all ! so impressive xP


omgsh ! he got an S for a hard level and *sigh* i was full shocked and he did both of 'MY' songs and i felt like fainting but ohh wells .. and when he got off, i went straight on (i am not a pump FREAK .. shameful father) and while i was doing it, these korean girls came in and i knew they were watching me since they were so BLOODY loud and distracting and annoying the hell out of me .. and i could hear them saying sh*t like "shes worse than me. even i can do better. she should come off" and omgsh i was getting so pissed stupid krn bitches (no offence to krns .. since I am a PROUD and not-so-EVIL one o.O) felt like telling them off but i was too into my game so i was about to tell them they sucked while they were playing, but they never ended up playing ANYTHING at all and they just left. omgsh i got SOOOOO pissed ! they just came in. said i sucked and left and omgsh steam was coming out of my head and felt like smashing them and having another punch-up infront of laser but then again .. nahh ..


haha xD tried to avoid ticket boy xDD after laser, we were off to our humble abodes xD had to catch the bus .. met this girl today but forgot what her name was dot dot dot .. and got home etc .. polished my nails yet again, even though i already polished them yesterday .. and i was playing with mascara xD and thats practically my whole day tada~ xD


wonder if id ever see my father again. doubt it *shrugs* *walks off* xoxo. <33sujanii * r.i.p j-s kim. husband ; and father of three. you will ALWAYS be remembered <33

[edit]we saw santa at bw westfield and we were standing near him and he came near us and we were about to take photos with him but we decided not to and while we were leaving, i stared at santa and he gave me a DIRTY !! evil santa *shakes head*[/edit]