feeling ; unhappy
chatting ; tEE* (rox!!), kaye, coon
listening ; ��댁�밴린- ������


omgsh i am gonna miss all my butties terribly !! i really am. all my close ones who are moving and ditching bc for other schools. omgsh ! to the only two schools i hoped they werent moving to. why !? so heart-breaking. its so sad having to have to say good bye and let your close ones go and continue their schooling at another sh*t hole school =(


im gonna miss everyone terribly. didnt think much of it at formal. i was bored, just chatting with butties and i just realised that i would NEVER see them again, unless they visited and i was gettin teary, really teary, but didnt cry. i had just found out that my long lost cousin was tEE* and now shes leaving and the last time i will EVER see her is on feb 2 =( omgsh. im gonna miss her heaps. my cousin =( aww .. we kept aww'ing on msn and i turned red and neck started hurting *tear*


i dont know why but im missing tEE* more than vienne and i dont know why. probably because i know for a fact, that i will see her more than tEE* ? and that i saw her yesterday ? but omgsh. i will miss EVERYONE leaving bethlehem college so very much. after three long years of knowing eachother, we have to break up and go to our own separate paths and its so sad =( all the memories. scabbing food, locking their padlocks, slapping butts ..


i already cried my eyes out for a few days in a row when someone left before, and now its more friends, and maybe some even closer ones and i dont know how im gonna hold in my tears this time but i guess i wont cry this time since its holidays and i might understand and learn how to let go.


i have finally realised the importance of a true friend and friendship. hope we keep in contact which is highly unlikely. but hope we will at least greet eachother when we meet eachother in public, in a few years time. until then, farewell my butties. i shall miss you heaps and good luck in studying and gLUCK in HSC and woo ! we can do it !! *dances*


to end on a happy note. aww. yes, tEE* rox ! really rox ! and yes, i AM special thanks to my mother and father, who i met yesterday ;DD awww. tEE*, my long lost cousin. hope to see you one day after feb 2. *waves* farewell. xoxo. <33sujanii* r.i.p j-s kim. husband ; and father of three. you will ALWAYS be remembered <33


tEE* rox !!


and how could i forget my mother ? shes lovely too xD and woo ! i dont think my father is pissed at me anymore *dances* omgsh .. thank you mr. ticket man for buying me a movie ticket *hugs* im being so nice today x) cYOUs .. *mwa*