first, you ask for a favour and i do it and the next thing you know, you regret doing all that shxt and you make me look like the only horrible person when it was you who wanted it in the first place. you and all the people from the human race like you are so annoying and such huge idiots. first you want certain things and what happens next? you regret all your shxt past happenings and try to push it aside or put the blame on someone else i.e: me. why can't you handle your own fkd up problems by your lonesome self? i did you a favour because you asked me to, and then now you want me to be the 'cause of all your problems' and you act so two-faced. first you act so nice and normal and the next thing i know, you're blogging shxt about me and other girls on the www.

[sentence removed] asking for advice and comments on a certain topic and then putting the blame on me and other people by saying that we were the ones that made you act or say shxt you did. or that we somehow, in some way changed your perspective on shxt and that we are the only reasons why your life is so muddled up and confusing the shxt out of you? why am i so full of hate, you may ask? well, i'm just your ordinary person who knows some fkn frustrating people i.e you. and why am i such a bitch / pain in the ass? because there's always a few people like you who just come into my life, mess everything up & simply leave and make me this way.

hope you and co. some how in any possible form enjoy the rest of your lives. i know what kind of mischief and/or shxt people like you and co. can get up to and what you may think of me. do i care? no. pathetic people i say, pathetic people. and pfft! do i even know love, you say? no, i may not understand but i'm sure you are unaware of it too. you may like it/her an awful lot but trust me, it aint love silly child, it aint love.i would really, really like never to see you ever again, or just for the meanwhile but since that may never be guaranteed, just hope that you know, i am striving to be a different person; hence the new hair cut. c'mon. that's a real change.

NOTE: THE REASON FOR HAIR CUT MAY NOT BE COMPLETELY TRUE.

and why do some people have to be so intimately STRONGLY(?) jealous. it makes me wonder how some (other) person / people or something can make you so jealous; you've been bitten by the green eyed monster, my dear- you are currently full of envy, you poor, poor individual, you.

&.sometimes you only want what you think is most important to you.

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, & the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand & touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can' t have them
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on someone, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting & just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person & know who you are before you try & know someone else & expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

and weeeee what is this i hear about thirty dollar early bird tickets? hey hey hey this is something i can afford here :) &.an early happy bday to tee, my cute & cuddly asian cousin muffin *mwa* <3