Autobiography.
Hello, my name's Susan and I was born on the fifteenth of May and am currently eighteen years of age :) I graduated from Bethlehem College Ashfield in 2007 and am currently studying a Bachelor degree of Animal and Veterinary Bioscience at the University of Sydney. I'm Korean and often get mistaken to be Chinese like every other Asian person does. I've been working at Vinnies located in Dulwich Hill for almost a year now (Y) I've been adoring my beautiful boyfriend since May 15, 2008. Loooooooove him! 'cause he makes me happy :)
Saturday, July 08, 2006.
MIRACLES HAPPEN - 9:19 pm.
"True enough life is not black and white. I must be insane to actually believe that I have the right to keep you, I don’t. And I know that now. So, I’m letting go of the man I never had, because he never loved me enough to choose me. But it would be a lie if I say I’ll stop loving you, I won’t. You’ll always be a part of that unspoken dream. You’ll always be in my prayer every night. You’ll always be in my heart and though I may refuse to hear you, know that I am doing this because hearing your voice, reminds me of shattered dreams. And when I ignore you and avoid you, know that I am staring from afar, admiring you. I shall always be here, a constant friend, one you need not see or hear, but who’ll always be there to support you all the way."
whatwasitothinkthatwecouldbemorethanfriends.
toputmyreputationaside,ourfriendshipaside.
butithoughtlongandhardandrealisedhowstupidiwas.
andiwouldkilltoturnitaround.
takebackmyconfessionscausetheyweremeaningless.
sorryitriedtochangethingsfromwhatitwasorignially..
tothethingthatwasn'tevermeantobe.
butitwasyourfaulttoo.
nooneevertoldyoutobesonicetome.
besonicethatitwouldchangehowiwouldseeyou.
butit'sovernowandi'mgladtohaveafriendlikeyou.
loveyou..asafriend.
"True enough life is not black and white. I must be insane to actually believe that I have the right to keep you, I don’t. And I know that now. So, I’m letting go of the man I never had, because he never loved me enough to choose me. But it would be a lie if I say I’ll stop loving you, I won’t. You’ll always be a part of that unspoken dream. You’ll always be in my prayer every night. You’ll always be in my heart and though I may refuse to hear you, know that I am doing this because hearing your voice, reminds me of shattered dreams. And when I ignore you and avoid you, know that I am staring from afar, admiring you. I shall always be here, a constant friend, one you need not see or hear, but who’ll always be there to support you all the way."