Weeeee. I met Angela (& Isabella; her friend) and Jane today. Haven't seen them in ages! :) Went to Maccas down the road and got shouted a caramel milkshake & got commented that I looked like a bitch in one of my photos o_O" I think not! Haha. Us girls got honked at twice. Lmao. Sad case drivers!

Didn't see that person today and I guess that's a good thing so nothing changes my mind about h**. Church has changed so much- new people attending, 'hymn's have changed, people seemed to have forgotten me. Oh wells. Never really played a big role during class or mass so I guess it's clearly understandable. Not that that affects me or saddens me in anyway. Haha. Fine, maybe a tiny bit. Hehe. But s'all good :) I've always been the quiet girl who doesn't express her feelings out loud. I regret being so silent since you don't really get an opportunity so speak your mind or freely act or be yourself like you can do at school which is a shame.

It's great when someone notices something different about you or the way you act. They ask questions and you feel.. gratified? Nice to know someone's still paying attention to you when you think no-one gives a **** about you anymore. It's also nice to have someone to vent to or just simply talk to without them GIVING CRAP ADVICE like SOMEONE did!!

No-one can suit everyone else's expectations. There is just no possible way in satisfying every single person you know since they all have different thoughts or wants/needs. You may live up to the expectations of a certain someone but then you may be hated by other people who have different thoughts to the person you are impressing. Boy, it's confusing!

Talking to Connie. It's true. It IS such a small world. If you know someone it's most likely that you'll know someone that that someone knows too.

Talking with Liezl made me realise that so many people have changed so much in the course of one year. They have either changed so much in personality, appearances, marital status or have decided to move on and find 'better' people to lean on. It's also a great big deal to everyone especially the amount of stress being stacked on top of us due to studies and trial exams which are absolutely nerve-racking! Yes, everyone's in their own different worlds. As I noted earlier, people do stupid things with their life which they know they will regret in the not-so-far future. But I guess you have to make silly mistakes like those to actually learn lessons from them- that time will soon come.

Someone once told me I should be grateful to have a friend like you. I guess I can't really feel grateful. I'm just a selfish, slow person at times. And I take you for granted like I do with other people who are close to me. Such a shame I tried to be a different person towards you before. But luckily I know that that was stupid and now those stupid teenage feelings are gone. And thinking about it, I AM grateful to have you as a friend. Thankyou heaps :)

You know I'll always be there for you like you are for me. You know I'll take care of you when you need it 'cause I know you'll do the same for me. You know I'll listen to your vents or problems when you need someone to talk to because I know that you would do the same for me. Thanks for all the times you've done such nice, heart-felt things for me. Appreciate it, DUDE! *hugs* :)

XO

P.S: This will be my last blog entry for a while 'cause I have been told and have been thinking that my entries are like.. bitching about a certain person where she, and others, can read it. Which was not intentional. No, not at all. But for that reason. I shall stop unless I get back to my old entries where I wrote every single thing that happens in my boring school days. Thanks for people/person who pointed that out. No misunderstandings :)