You want to be perfect. You want to be intelligent. You want to be beautiful. You want to be all of the above. You want to be everything anyone in the whole world has ever hoped of being. You know it'll never happen but you still hope that one day you'll be better than the hopeless wreck you currently are. Everything doesn't go to plan for you. You're scared of people being 'better' than you. You don't like people saying that you're this or that when you, and everyone else clearly know, it's not true.

My current aim is to become forty five kilograms in weight. Haha. That's (insert number here) kilograms. Who knows if I have to gain or lose that much? Haha. Pretty obvious though, I must say. *dies*

Everytime I listen to the radio, it is quite obvious but I'm getting so sick of it. All the songs are love songs, majority wise. Why can't songwriters think of anything different to write about? I guess there is no variety in the topics one can write about, especially for songs. I guess it's the only kind of songs/music you can cry to, relate to and/or get emotional whilst listening to.

Tomorrow is finally the day when all the preliminary examinations conclude and hence leaving only one week of school remaining. Then finally, the holidays that I've been waiting for for such a long, long time :)

[edit]Monique replied with the sweetest little words. She's so precious! x3


Haha. This girl makes me smile to myself :) As if you don't love her too:

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