Who knows why you act the way you do and for what reasons. If you're doing the things you do for the reasons I'm assuming, then just tell me that you can't be bothered. Just tell me you don't care and just tell me that you don't like wasting time on useless things such as myself. Just tell me so I can leave you alone or at least try not to care. Don't make me waste time on silly things such as this when meanwhile I could be worrying about more significant things and spending more time on things that are supposed to be more beneficial for me, not upsetting. Everytime you do such a thing it really does begin to worry be and sometimes I hope that it's all just another misunderstanding for my own benefit. I'm sorry if I'm not what you expected me to be and I'm sorry if I'm just not as good as your high expectations or other friends are but this is me and I'm staying this way no matter what anyone thinks of me. I don't care if you're not satisfied and I couldn't care less how you feel. Just don't make me think that I have to change myself for you because I'm not willing to do that. I'll never be willing to do that so tough luck. I've already made so many sacrifices for you, most of which I regret and hope never to do again. Deal with your problems yourself because I'm dealing with mine alone.

Good luck to Steven and Brandy for HSC =) xo.