Autobiography.
Hello, my name's Susan and I was born on the fifteenth of May and am currently eighteen years of age :) I graduated from Bethlehem College Ashfield in 2007 and am currently studying a Bachelor degree of Animal and Veterinary Bioscience at the University of Sydney. I'm Korean and often get mistaken to be Chinese like every other Asian person does. I've been working at Vinnies located in Dulwich Hill for almost a year now (Y) I've been adoring my beautiful boyfriend since May 15, 2008. Loooooooove him! 'cause he makes me happy :)
Thursday, November 16, 2006.
MIRACLES HAPPEN - 4:56 pm.
It's quite amusing how blind one can be when attracted to another. You cannot see the horrible aspects of that person and everything about that person seems so perfect. But when you do get into an argument you seem to find it so hard to point out a single positive thing about that person. On one's perspective in which you can visibly see imperfections, she's horrible. She may look whatever decent on the outside but she certainly doesn't prove it on the inside. You don't seem to understand how annoying someone can be unless you've know them for several years and grown with them, you've been let down, and had your back stabbed by them. It's quite amazing how you dislike someone yet you want them to know the truth in order for them not to be disappointed and let down as much as you, yourself had been before. Whatever. Stuff the crap about someone being as beautiful as some flower. How ugly would that flower be on the inside if they really are alike? Horrible. Awfully disgusting. I really don't see why you have fallen for her. Maybe you're just as stupid as I once was. But this time, I've actually realised what a whore she can be, unlike yourself still trying to figure out what's what. What really is so great about that person? She really must be intelligent in order to mess up the minds of quite a number of people. She really is dreadful. She's selfish. She's not as trustworthy as you think. She's a liar who betrays people behind their backs. She spreads rumours which aren't true and kills their reputations. She strives to make everything better for herself no matter what the cost. She would do anything to make herself look perfect and superior when in fact, she means absolutely nothing and is simply stupid and weak. I don't know how she behaves in front of you to make you constantly want to remain with her but she really isn't worth anyone's time, no matter whether or not that person is myself or you. She really doesn't deserve the things she currently has. Maybe that's why she keeps losing things gradually and you may soon join that colletion of things, whether it may be really soon or quite a while away. I really do want to figure out one way in which I could tell you how awful she was and you'd actually take my word for it instead of falling for her tricks. I want you to be able to realise the countless detrimental factors as opposed to the two or three positive aspects which I cannot even state. I guess you wont be able to believe anyone unless you actually do suffer the things I've been through and the things others have been through too due to her selfish acts. She's not worth your time. That's all I'll say. Take my word for it or find out the horrible way like I did. She doesn't treat anyone with respect like they deserve and so I hope you find out sooner or later that you too, like me, have made a horrible, horrible decision.