HAPPY BIRTHDAY SALLY : )

Why is it that you say something one day but when an opportunity has come, you strike it like nothing has happened previously and suddenly all your worries disappear and you're the happy little kid you were before? I guess you can blame all your decisions on things or people whom you know can't speak up and express their opinions but eventually you'll realise how people will see you with a smaller amount of respect and a smaller amount of loyalty and dedication. Fine, that's what you perceive as happiness or contentment, and I can't change the way you feel about things but it's better to learn sooner, than later, that the footpath you've chosen to walk on was the wrong one to begin with.

Why can't some cliche or overrated statements ever hold more truth than it does falsity? They just steer you away from reality and give you a fake positive perception of the world without being aware of the future consequences. Don't you ever wish there were alternatives in your life and that some people would stop judging you for things other than who you really are?

The lack of dedication and the shortness of my concentration span is becoming incresingly worrisome lately. I can't keep my mind of things and as I've been told quite often in the past, I worry about things too much, take things into too much consideration and I over-exaggerate on things I should be quite careless about. The amount of nightmares and dreams you'd rather not have, keep bothering me. Some are stupid but others just get to the point where you, without knowing, convince yourself that they will happen in real-life.