I'm not sure if this will ever change in the not-so-far future but right now but I really can't seem to understand how you find it hard or whether you even consider that certain matters are things you should not be boasting or proud about. I wonder if you don't take recognition of your own reputation or if you're just clueless about the fact that some things are better left unrevealed. I'm sorry but this is the one thing I'll never be able to congratulate you about, no matter how times you try and "impress" others, it's never going to work for me. I really dislike the fact that you have placed me in an awkward and really worrying position. Although this may make me sound extremely over-exaggerating, I'm worried for your well-being and I'm far from sure about your motivations and what you're leading to or where you're hoping to find yourself in a few years or even months. Just please make decisions which you will not regret in the future and don't forget to consider whether something will affect how people may view you or the amount of respect they may have towards you. I hate not being able to tell you exactly what's in my mind and that's simply because I don't want to hurt you. I'm just hoping and wishing that you'll never do anything that will hurt yourself or your loved ones. However, if anything does happen to turn into catastrophe, I'll always be here to comfort you.

Connie; thanks for everything you've put up with, thank you for always listening to my hopeless rants, miniature teenage heartbreak stories, b_tchings, and possibly everything else a emotional teenage girl tells her friends. You're loud screams of "HELLO MRS. KIM!" always brighten up my mum's day and your very cute, cute ways always brighten up mine as well. You're the one I can truly depend on when times get really hard and you're always there; willing to comfort me or offer me a hug whenever I need one. Thanks love. ILY COON : )

*Turns into a 'Connie' with random emotional & thankful "moments"*