It's upsetting knowing that you have to say goodbye to those you've grown so close two during the past few weeks or months. I'll miss all of those lovely lovely people. They can make anyone smile and they can make anyone feel welcome. You can talk to them about anything if you really wanted to and they wouldn't judge you under any circumstances. They're really comfortable and special people.

What are you supposed to feel when you know the last day you might ever see someone is just around the corner? Are you supposed to feel happy that you've seen them after a long period of not being able to? Or should you be disappointed that that opportunity which feels like fate is about to cease within a matter of days? Maybe I should have spoken up a little more. Maybe I should have opened up to show what sort of person I really am. Maybe I should have been different in the past. Maybe I should have had the guts to speak up properly and said all the things I was thinking inside.

It felt like a replay of year 5 except we're seven years older and we actually spoke. One day, hopefully, we'll run into each other and greet each other with big fat cheesy grins.

I watched the last episode of 'Highkick' and almost cried once again. I'm glad everything ended happily, and now that's what I hope to expect in life; happiness, content, success.

I think I'm getting smarter without studies. Yeah yeah, think whatever you wish: "She probably studies her ass off" but I didn't and I improved and shocked myself. I still suck at English. I love Jap : ) Good luck for those who have HSC exams soon. I do know Homebush Boys have their Japanese Speaking exams in a matter of days. And mine's approaching quickly. How on earth are you supposed to study for them without having the need to talk to yourself out loud like a spastic? ;_;

I'm sorry. For what? You might find out sooner or later.