I just realised how close it is to New Years Day and I cannot be so sure whether I'm proud about my performance in general within the past several months. I'm not sure if I made my loved ones proud or if I let them down and embarrassed them. Either way, lost time cannot be retrieved so I guess I just have to learn to get used to things and accept things the way they are.

I just came to the realisation that sometimes it's better to leave things the way they are instead of trying to take and use them to my advantage. I like the way things are; telling things that are on our minds and comforting each other when needed. It's better than ending something that was good by trying to cross over barriers to reach the overrated limitations. YAHHHHHHH.

Well, last night's outing with some of the girls and other girls was pretty alright in relation to my standards although the amount of food surprised us all with the never ending course of garlic bread for starters and then salads and pizzas that continually filled our tables. Oh, and then of course, there was the gelato which made Connie and I feel extremely fat.

Since the exams have finished, I thought I would be going out every single day like I had warned my mum but it hasn't really been going to plan. I really really need to start going formal shopping because I know I always end up wearing some ugly dress I'm ashamed about the next day when I look at all my photos. Everyone's so organised and I feel.. unorganised?

BOREDDDDDD..